Loner (prod. Chris Jaxon)

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Recorded at Jacksonland Studios
Written, Produced, Mixed, and Mastered by Chris Jaxon

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LONER
Dont wanna be a loner
But don’t take me out tonight
I’m sorry that I told ya
That by now I’d feel alright
I’m getting paranoia
That if I stay home one more time
You’ll forget that I’m alive
Forget that I’m alive

Why you hating why you hating
That’s what you’ll text me when I tell you that I’m busy
And I know you’re playing know your playing
But it’s the third time in a row you had to miss me
And no I’m not jaded I’m not jaded
But lately I’ve been feeling so depressed
And I’d hate for me to make you feel the same
Just give me one more night to be a loner

I didn’t think that you would notice that I’ve been acting distant
Because honestly I didn’t think you cared
I didn’t think that anybody cared
It’s easy to stay quiet when nobody wants to listen
But deep inside I know you’re there
And part of me is just too scared

I can’t see myself inside another mans body
And I can’t even tell if I’ve been making my own problems
It’s hard to wanna do shit when I feel so unwanted
I don’t want to unload all of my baggage so just let me be a loner
Please don’t talk to me
Don’t wanna let this out
Just leave this shit to me
Just leave me in my bed
I know that I can’t sleep
I’m hiding in my sheets because I’m so ashamed of feeling like a loner

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released September 20, 2018

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Chris Jaxon Los Angeles, California

Van Nuys, CA
Founder of NGA Productions and Jacksonland Studios

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